Fat: My Porn Revolution

The room was dimly lit, the only source of light came from the glow of my computer screen. There I sat, hunched over in my chair, eyes fixed on the explicit images that filled the monitor. My hand moved rhythmically, up and down, as I watched the scene unfold before me.

On the screen, a young woman with long blonde hair and a slender frame was engaged in sexual acts with a man twice her age. Her body was taut and toned, her breasts small and perky. She moaned and writhed with pleasure as he thrust into her relentlessly.

I felt a familiar surge of excitement course through my veins as I continued to stroke myself. I had always been attracted to women like this- skinny, with no excess fat or curves to speak of. The sight of their bodies turned me on like nothing else.

But as I approached climax, something strange happened. Instead of feeling satisfied, I felt a twinge of disappointment. It was as if my brain was telling me that there was something missing ’ something that these skinny women couldn’t provide.

Confused, I quickly closed out of the porn site and shut off my computer. As I lay back on the bed, my mind began racing with thoughts and questions. Why wasn’t I satisfied? Was there something wrong with me?

Over the next few weeks, I found myself unable to get aroused by the images on my computer screen. No matter how hard he tried, it just wasn’t working anymore. Frustrated and confused, I decided to take a break from porn altogether.

During this time away from porn, I began to explore other outlets for sexual gratification. I started reading erotic fiction and listening to audio erotica; anything that didn’t involve visual stimulation.

One day while browsing through an online forum dedicated to discussing all things sex-related; I came across a thread titled “Body Trends in Porn.” Intrigued, I clicked on the thread and began to read through the comments.

The more I read, the more I realized that I wasn’t alone in my experience. Many of the men on the forum were expressing similar feelings of dissatisfaction with mainstream porn. They too had grown tired of seeing the same skinny bodies over and over again.

One comment, in particular, caught my attention. It was from a man who had also gone through a similar “awakening” as me. He explained how he had discovered a new genre of porn that featured women with curvier bodies, women who were overweight, and some who were even obese, and it was this discovery that had completely changed his view of what was attractive. 

I found myself drawn to these women and their voluptuous bodies in a way that I never thought possible. The sight of their soft curves and jiggling flesh turned me on like nothing else.

Intrigued, I decided to further do some research of my own. I goggled “curvy porn” and hit enter, and what came up was a whole new world one that I never knew existed.

There were thousands of videos and images featuring women with all different body types ’ from thick and curvy to downright obese. These women were confident and sexy, unafraid to show off their bodies for the camera.

I felt my cock stir as I watched these videos, my hand instinctively reaching down to stroke myself. For the first time in weeks, I felt that familiar surge of excitement as I became fully aroused.

Afterwards, as I lay back on my bed covered in sweat; I couldn’t help but smile. I realized that what turned me on wasn’t just one specific body type; it was confidence and self-acceptance.

For so long, mainstream porn had been feeding me a narrow definition of beauty, one that didn’t leave room for imperfections or flaws. But now, I saw that beauty came in all shapes and sizes, and it was up to me to decide what turned me on.

From that day forward, I vowed to seek out porn that celebrated a diversity of body types. I wanted to support the performers and producers who were challenging the status quo and showing the world that everyone is sexy in their own way.

As for my own sex life, well, let’s just say it got a whole lot more interesting. With a newfound appreciation for different types of bodies, I was able to connect with women on a deeper level, both in and out of the bedroom.

I no longer felt the need to compare my partners to the unrealistic images I was used to seeing in porn. Instead, I was finally able to focus on a woman’s individual beauty, with or without their contours and curves.

In the end, I learned an important lesson, one that many of us could stand to learn ourselves. Sexiness is not something that can be defined by society or dictated by porn. It is a personal preference that comes from within.

So next time you find yourself getting bored or dissatisfied with the images on your computer screen; take a step back and ask yourself what really turns you on? You might just discover a whole new world of pleasure waiting for you.